Trusting Deceit

Looking for the answer
you never seem to find,
in that person
you did confide.

Betrayal or lies,
honesty or trust,
what they do
they feel they must.

Only to you
is the difference seen,
did it happen,
or was it a dream?

Did you actually open
to a trusting soul?
Was it deceit,
opposite your goal?

You wish your soul
and that of the other,
would bind together
and let in no other.

Growing weary
upon the search,
forget it for now,
you feel there's no worth.